by Writing Shark

…and other things
When Claire had come into her sister’s room, she didn’t really know what she was doing there. She had been tossing and turning restlessly in her bed for a long time and couldn’t stop her thoughts. Like a movie running at ten times the normal speed, she had relived the last week over and over, jumping back to certain events, reliving them several times, often with different outcomes and courses of action, wondering ‘What if…’ and never coming to a conclusion. Then she had jumped back even further, reliving passages from her earlier life at breakneck speed, conversations with her parents, arguments with her sister, and the lonely thoughts when she was too exhausted from studying to suppress them. It had often been the case that the youngest McKinley was unable to sort out her nagging thoughts in the brief periods of free time between homework and exhaustion. Until recently, this hadn’t bothered her. In fact, Claire had never noticed anything going wrong in her growing up. But now she knows that there is something and that is the reason why she is now sitting in her older sister’s room on her bed.
Both girls are looking down at the part of Finn. Finn her lover, friend and protector. Claire feels things that she never knew existed. But they do, and slowly it strikes her. And with that knowledge, she fully enters the world of Finn and his girls.
“Is what we did wrong?” Her eyes widen. Actually, she wanted to ask something completely different but she already doesn’t remember. In any case, she didn’t want to ask that question. Finn would be disappointed in her, but Claire doesn’t know why. But on her sister’s face she sees the same emotions as on hers.
“What, no! I…why…what do you mean exactly?” Susan also has a hard time with the question. But like her little sister, she has to realize that there is no way out of the situation. If her boyfriend were there, he would surely know what to do, but even so, Susan is aware that she has to make a decision. And Claire will follow her. “You mean because we had… sexual intercourse with Finn?” she forestalls the obvious question. Claire nods and nearly sinks into the sheets in shame. Both girls are afraid of the decision they have to make. Claire is about to apologize. Then Susan remembers the words her boyfriend told her and her attitude becomes more determined.
“You don’t have to…” murmurs Claire.
“No,” Susan shakes her head and Claire gets even smaller. “Look at me.” The older girl’s voice is firm and determined. Claire follows her as she would Finn and is rewarded. “It wasn’t a mistake. No way!” Susan clenches her hands into fists, relieved to see her sister blossom. “Yes, that thing at the lake was something sisters shouldn’t do and I’m proud of you for having the strength to ask that little sister. I wouldn’t have dared to do that.”
“I want to stay with him!” the younger girl declares, surprising herself with her words.
“Me too.” Susan considers. “This is the best you and I have ever gotten along and it’s all because of him. I want to keep it that way Claire.”
“Me too,” comes back a mumbled reply. “But Finn told us to behave ourselves.”
“Just me and Denise. You’ve always been nice” Susan grins, but knows what her sister is getting at. “And you giving yourself to him is a good thing.” Susan can’t blame Claire for not understanding what’s going on in her life. She, too, is only scratching the surface of what Finn has changed in her. But she owes it to Claire to make an effort and explain what’s going on in both their lives right now.
“But I haven’t been nice. I’ve been naughty and Finn knows it” Claire protests, using words she’s never used before.
“And you think he doesn’t like it.” A nod in response. “But he seemed so pleased with you.”
“Yeah but there were the others. Maybe it was because of Millie or Denise…or you. You’re so strong and beautiful and…sexy.” Claire pouts a bit and Susan recognizes a wound inflicted much earlier, healed but covered with scabs.
“He doesn’t think I’m sexier than you Claire.”
“Why would you think that? You weren’t afraid to sleep with him.” Claire looks wounded and intimidated by the experience, her sister and her own thoughts.
“Come on Claire. Do you really think Finn would treat you any differently than his other girlfriends?” The question came across too harshly, Susan notices immediately, and Claire responds as well.
“I don’t know!” she exclaims loudly, slapping her hands over her mouth. Susan is also quiet and listens.
“Girls? You okay up there?” It’s her father calling up from the living room. The sisters look at each other, startled, then their eyes drop down to the silicon thing. When their father comes into the room now… Quickly Susan jumps up and rushes to the door.
“It’s okay dad” she calls placatingly down the stairs. “Claire and I are just discussing a problem.”
“Time to go to bed honey” her father admonishes good-naturedly, evoking something unknown in Susan. Anger. She bites her lips painfully. How dare he order me around like this tonight!
“Just a few more minutes dad!” she shouts down, contradicting her father, something she can list on one hand, so rarely has she done it. She gets a grumble in response, then laughter from the talk show fills the hallway. Susan closes the door again, relieved, and breaks another ironclad rule. She locks the door to her room with the key. The squeak of the barely-used key pervades the room, then it’s quiet again. Claire is still sitting on the bed, the dildo… Cock. His long, horny, all-destroying, fucking, orgasm-giving cock. Susan grins and almost jumps next to Claire, the likeness of Finn bouncing briefly in the air. The younger sister doesn’t understand the older girl’s glee.
“Maybe we shouldn’t have done it,” she says sadly, taking the only path she’s learned in life. “Maybe it was a mistake. We’re ruining our future by being with him.”
“No we’re fucking not.” The jaw of Claire drops but Susan just giggles happily.
“Susan…”
“Fuck yeah! Yeah, I was afraid to sleep with Finn.” She sounds almost euphoric as she recaps the events at the lake. “You know yourself how big he is. There!” She theatrically points to the part of her boyfriend, her sister’s boyfriend, her friends’ boyfriend. And sure enough, Claire has to giggle.
“Was… Was he like you wanted him to be in the beginning?”
“Fuck no!” Another giggle. Louder this time, happier. And Susan joins in. “It was much better. And don’t tell me you don’t think so, too. I was there when he banged you and made you his girl, and you liked it.
“Yeah, I did… but…” Claire tightens her shoulders and looks down at the floor, but blushes around the tip of her nose.
“No ‘buts.’ It way hot like hell to sleep with him. And I’ll tell you something else.” Claire lifts her gaze curiously. Done. “I’m dying to know what it’s like when he fucks me.”
“Susan! We don’t say…” Claire breathes in softly. “Me too…”
“There you go.” Susan ruffles her sister’s hair with her hand. “Yeah I’ve noticed we’re changing too. So what? What’s the big deal? Finn is doing us good and watching his girls, Megan and Maureen can only help us too. You don’t know all these feelings, Claire. Lust and all that. Neither do I. It scares us. But Finn wouldn’t want that. I want to see what it’s like to throw myself at him and make love to him, or be taken by him. Don’t kid yourself. Ever since that night in the boathouse, that’s what I want. I want to fuck and suck and blow and finger and make love and all that other stuff I don’t know about.” The cheeks of Claire almost glow in the darkness of the evening.
“Me too…” she mumbles, crumpling her pajamas with her fingers. “I like Millie and…”
“Come on…honey. Say it.”
“Ever since she told me about Finn, I’ve wanted to know what it’s like…” Immediately after, Claire shakes like a wet dog. “But it doesn’t matter. She’s his girlfriend and if he doesn’t want that…”
“Who do you mean?” asks Susan curiously but Claire remains calm. “Finn wants us to be fine. You’ve seen it with me and Denise. As long as we obey him and are nice, I’m sure he won’t mind if you kiss one of his girlfriends sometimes.”
“But we’re supposed to ask permission… and to kiss a woman…”
“Oh, come on,” Susan laughs. Her lap is literally swimming in her juices as she is so immensely grateful to her boyfriend for breaking down the walls that have held her back all her life. “Finn has more than one girlfriend. Whether you want to kiss a girl is the last thing he cares about. As long as you obey him everything is fine.” Without knowing it, Susan has laid the groundwork for her entry into the harem for herself and her sister. “So,” she nudges her sister. “Who is it?” Claire takes a deep breath, then another…and another.
“Megan.” The eyes of Susan widen, and if the door weren’t locked, Claire would storm out of the room in shame.
“That’s great!” exclaims Susan just quietly enough that her father doesn’t hear.
“You think so?” Susan nods wildly in support of her sister. “She reminds me of him.” Claire begins to gush. “She’s so funny and brave. And so beautiful.”
“Are you in love with her?” Now Susan does get a little worried. How would Finn react if she made his girlfriend a lesbian? But Claire shakes her head.
“She just reminds me of him. And I’d like to know more…how it all works. Seeing Millie and Denise… But anyway. Megan doesn’t have what Finn has. I couldn’t sleep with her.”
“Megan doesn’t need a penis for you to be attracted to her Claire.” Her heart beats Susan to her throat as she treads a slippery slope. See wants to obey Finn and his order to take care of Claire, but at the same time not undermine his authority. But most of all, she feels proud and attracted to Finn, he allows her to feel useful as a sister, friend and lover.
“I’m not a lesbian after all Susan…” murmurs Claire.
“You sure?” A wink to take the pressure off. Please say ‘yes’ or Finn will never touch me again.
“Yeah. I just…think Megan is pretty. Being taken by Finn was…the best. I’ve never felt like this before. He…” Claire raises her arms helplessly, searching for words. “He has so many girls. He’s…so…powerful. He seems like he could have it all. And I…” Now the girls’ eyes meet. “I just want to please him. He was with Denise at that Melina girl…maybe Megan can do the same with me.” A dainty smile is portrayed on her lips.
“Oh you’re sweet,” Susan croons, hugging her little sister. “I may not be able to tell you how to handle Finn, it’s all new to me too. But I can assure you that he will take care of you and in the end everything will be fine.”
“Why do you know that?”
“Because you just know certain things. Don’t worry, it comes with age” says the one year older sister and both girls fall into each other’s arms laughing.
“Do you think… Megan and Millie have already… with each other…” Claire asks after a long pause what is on her mind.
“Guaranteed” confirms Susan who has never felt so good in her life. And rarely been so wet. “Megan, Millie and Maureen don’t seem to have any problems with that. Seeing each other naked… and… oh fuck. I’m sure they’ve fucked and licked and fingered each other and all that shit.” It turns out that Susan has found a good and efficient way to make her little sister laugh. And she likes it just as much herself.
“Why don’t his sisters have a problem with it, anyway?”
“With the fucking? Because they’ve been living with him for so long. Even Maureen has seen him more than we have. Besides, we’re uptight and prudish and way too well behaved.” Susan finds another way to make her sister laugh. And apparently the two don’t just share their happiness that night.
“I don’t want any of this anymore,” Claire concludes. “I want to be as happy as the others. I…I want to…fuck with Finn.”
“And with Megan,” Susan grins devilishly.
“Just kissing is what I said… Well… if that’s what Finn wants… we can also… fuck. For him of course!” Fuck! Fuck that shit, Susan thinks to herself.
“Do you have experience in kissing and fucking?”
“As much as you do,” Claire mutters. “Do you?”
“Do you think I’m a slut or what?” It takes almost a minute to convince Claire that this was a joke. “No seriously. Finn was my first. But I’ve kissed before. Was better with him though.”
“And…” Again Claire waffles and Susan wonders what can be so bad that makes her sweet, innocent little sister hesitate now. “And… can you give me some… tips?” Now it’s up to Susan to stifle her startled squeal with her hands.
“What,? For real?” All the blood in her body rushes Claire to head, Susan to the lips between her legs.
“I’m just saying…the two of us…each of the girls has so much experience already. I mean Maureen…”
“But so does Megan,” Susan comes down from her shock. “Okay, I see what you mean.”
“I want to please Finn. And we have so little experience. But…”
“He wouldn’t want us to be naughty without him.” Susan nods her head. “I’m sure Megan will be happy to help. Remember when Finn called the girls upstairs at the lake?” Claire nods. “We’re in on it now. If we tell him openly and honestly that we want to learn, they’ll all help us. For sure.”
“Yeah…I think so, too. But…” Of course, another ‘but’ comes from Claire. How could it be otherwise, her own cunt is also soaked in boiling juices Susan knows.
“Claire… what are you going to do?” Like her sister, Susan feels the urge to do two things at once. On the one hand, she wants to obey Finn, to be well-behaved and please him. On the other, she wants to be touched.
“I want to be with him so badly” Claire confesses. “I miss him. I want to be able to touch him again and have him pick me up and laugh.”
“Sounds like love to me,” Susan says again.
“Yeah.” Claire nods. “I’m sure Millie is lying next to him right now…and Megan.” Susan watches her sister struggle with the same feelings she does.
“Hmm…” makes Susan, drawing her sister’s attention. “Maybe I have an idea about that…”